The musings of a confused Dragon

2007-04-13T11:41:00.000-05:00

Well alot has happened since I last posted.

The one thing that hurt the most was that I lost Zodiac to Parvo.

We tried everything we could but stil lost him. He was a sweet puppy and very playful and active. I miss him and am thinking about getting another one to replace him as if any other pup can take his place. But they might be able to fill the void he left in my heart. I am looking into a female pup this time though.

Mornings

2007-03-15T10:59:00.000-06:00

1. Are you a morning person? What's your ideal time to get out of bed? Why?

nope not a morning person. 9 or later I work nights until 11 -12 o'clock

2. What is your morning schedule like? Rush to get teh kids off to school and grab coffee and go back to bed

3. Do you like the sun being out and the birds chirping when you wake up, or do you prefer the opposite? Why? I love hearing the birds and sometimes I like seeing the sun rise

List celebrities about whom you do not want to hear another word.

2007-03-06T01:57:00.000-06:00

List celebrities about whom you do not want to hear another word.

I would have to say ANNA NICOLE SMITH !!!!!!!!!!
LET THE POOR WOMAN REST IN PIECE step up be the father to the little girl put the money in a account for her so she has some when she grows up and stop fighting over her like she is a piece of meat jsut because she has money.
she's an infant she jsut wants love and attention not all the bickering over her momma's money she just lost her momma. good grief!

OH YEAH HOW DID THE PICKLER GET A RECORDING CONTRACT??????????
the girl can't carry a tune in a bucket.
ok done ranting

Blake Shelton

2007-03-03T12:44:00.000-06:00

whoooooo hooooo I'm going to see Blake Shelton again on April 21st at the Crawfush festival

I went last year and saw him it was a great concert.I can't wait I am going with a friend from work and maybe someone else not sure on the extra seat yet but I'll see. It should be an interesting night that night I'll have to switch shifts so I can go but I'm pretty sure I can .

random ideas

2007-03-03T01:18:00.000-06:00

"Who gave you your name, and how did they choose it?"; My mom gave me my name it is for my aunt who has the same name and for my grandmother who's first name and my middle name were the same.
"If you have children (or even pets), how did you choose their name(s)?"; with two of my animals I named them for cartoons Garfield and Odie but the Odie didn't stick for my children differnet things influenced their names my oldest I just liked the name, my second and last I knew someone with the name and for my daughter it was a porceline doll

"Think of someone in your life right now. List 10 things you love (or like) about this person.";

1.) caring nature
2.) honesty
3.) truthfulness
4.) smile
5.) eyes they are so expressive.
6.) loyalty
7.) faith
8.) kindness
9.) strength
10.) smell

Life's journey is hard

2007-02-28T21:19:00.000-06:00

Life's journey is hard sometimes. When you think you know what it is all about something happens and just turns the whole world upside down.
Last Thursday that is what happened. P decided to try to strangle me and I had to have him arrested.
Well I have a friend that came over to help me out afterwards and they have helped me rediscover who I am and where I want to be in life. My eyes and my heart have been opened once again and I can finally see the beauty around me in the world.

I can't believe how much better I feel now and how much the kids have changed in this short period of time. I'm not saying that they are perfect angels but they sure don't argue as much nor cuss as much as they were it amazes me. They really are good kids down deep inside they were just tired of the crap that P was putting them through and were acting out.

Being consistent helps to and not having to argue about the punishments that are handed out is a big help as well.

It just goes to show you that in life our roads are not always smooth and straight but if you rely on God to help you he will. Even in your darkest hours He will be there for you.

stupid people

2007-02-15T07:42:00.000-06:00

I let this settle some before I decided to write about it so I wouldn't be so ............ what's the word I'm looking for...........POedI think it is.
I gave the kids my old cell phone when I got the razor the other day and the whole new sims cards thingy so Joe (my youngest) has a phone on him when he comes home from school. I usually get calls after Meagan and him are out for the day to ask can I play the 360 or just to say I love you ( ok the kids can be sweet when they want to be even to each other when they aren't killing each other but that's another story). Yesturday I get three calls from Joe before I am finally able to answer because I have a line out the store again. He is in tears asking where I am and I tell him I'm at work and to calm down what was wrong. He tells me he is sitting outside on the steps and that his father isn't anywhere around. (being nice here) I'm like hold on a second the door is locked and you can't get in? He's like no and he's scared. (he's 10) at this point he's been alone for an hour in the chilly cold with no jacket because it was warm when he left in the morning. I told him I'm on my way home and to just stay put. I call the things(father) phone no answer. My oldest Chris calls to ask me something and I asked him where he was and if he was close to the house. He was olny a few blocks away and he and amber ran and got Joe they took him to the park across the street and let him warm up in the car. Meagan calls she's hitting the roof cause Joe calls her as well wondering when she is getting home so he won't be alone. She calls her father's phone and leaves a nasty voice message like if you left good type message.I can't believe when I get home that I found that person asleep in the room and he didn't hear the phone or the pounding of the door or the crying of the child. Nothing he looks at me like I'm nuts.
the only person he apologizes to is me not his son but me . grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........

Interesting things happen

2007-01-29T12:25:00.000-06:00

To say that yesturday was interesting would be an understatment.
I was going to Wal~Mart to get a few things I needed around the house when I get this call from one of the managers from work. She wanted to know if I could go into work to let the other manager go home as her Boyfriend just shot someone and she needed to be there with him. hummmm can you say stunned?? I said I would go and that it would take about an hour as I was at the store. When I get there her boyfriend had shot his brothers girlfriend and that was all she knew. No reason why or how bad she was hurt or anything . Makes you wonder sometimes about the things that happen in life and how precious life is.

2007-01-28T12:34:00.000-06:00

So far so Good I am trying to get into the habit of posting to my blogs everyday or so. I even picked up a journal from Barnes and Noble to see if that would help.
I'll probally forget to write in that as well. Well fingers are crossed that it works out so that I can have a little extra come in for the times when I need so help with a bill or something unexpected hapens and I need to get something or rush to the Dr or something you know what I mean